Friends…

So in light of events that have occurred around me and to me in the last six months, I was seriously thinking about my group of friends. I am a bit of a floater, I always have been. I tend to make friends with many different groups of friends, and seem to fit onto a lot of different groups. Or at least I hope this is the case. I was also thinking about how much my friends mean to me.

Often in the past, I have had issues with friends, feeling like I'm not being appreciated and feeling like I was being used, but all of those are behind me now. I have been left behind by many people in my life, people I thought I trusted, but my real friends have always been there for me; for this I am eternally grateful.

My new friends, my old friends, and everyone in between, your presence alone inspires me and keeps me going. People, you know who you are, and you are amongst those I value most. Yes I may not always agree with you on things, and yes I am terribly annoying. But it really touches me that for the first time I have friends that need me for me and not for what I have or what I can do for them.

This post was not addressing any issues and is not meant to be heavy. It's just an expression of the things I cannot often say, or appear to have no emotion about. This is partly because if I did show emotion in front of you, I would be scared of your reactions. I am really glad to have all of you in my life.

 

That is all. J